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july
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Hello!!!!! im back, upping my dopamine before doing more homework! I wanna get a good start cuz im gonna wash my hair tonight too. Looking at metamorphoses website and listening to sweet sweet sad music to make myself happy. Speaking of meta, i got one of their 2007 releases second hand (In person!!!!! omgomg) and I kinda want to wear it to something for my local comm but I also have a bbq that day so i might wear something else. I'd have to build up more stuff for it anyway. I can only coord it one way at the moment, which is not ideal to me. need more red! which is kinds where my (lolita) wardrobe is right now. I just need more accessories (not jewelry) in my color scheme. But!! I just started so what I have is awesome anyway.
what?? a new blog post?!?! from me?? more likely than u think.
ok, so basically!!! college has started up again! it's taken longer than last year to see all my friends but i've been meeting up lately! and and i'm in a dance class teehee. finally learning to understand my body! along with that I am considering starting T, so i'll at least feel better in that regard :D. writing this cuz i had an itch to journal but i'm too sleepy to do real legible writng lol. bye bye for now tho, the princess must retire to his chambers. ^3^
ok, it's been a while lol. i forgot to edit after the bike ride! I have now done it twice! its super fun and fulfiling surprisingly. I thought it would be hard and I have wasted my money but it was fine!
Bike aquired!!! I gonna go on a test ride soon, I can't wait honestly. I thought i'd be scared, but i'm excited instead. will edit when I'm back =)
still no bike! very nice bike shop person let me try a bike, but i didn't buy on advice from my dad. although i would have cuz 300 dabloons for a refurbed bike sounds good to me. he told me not to cuz he knows i'm jobless lol. while riding the bike though, i felt like i was doing rlly bad. i couldn't pedal, i kept falling, and worst of all i was in ppls way. it got so bad that thats when I called my dad for help, lucky me he's got a flexible schedule lol. I only called him toward the end of my testing cuz i was starting to get rlly frustrated. I actually cried??? like hello, u may be a princess but ur 21, thats odd. but i just let myself be upset instead and then i asked for help. I still feel bad tho, that i didn't get the bike after trying it for 45mins. it felt like i was just wasting the guys time but he seemed cool with it. now i can't even look elsewhere cuz i might get an important call. alas, another day.
hello, blog!! I still haven't gotten the bike :/ but! I am literaly about to practice with a city bike. I'll edit when I'm back, cuz idk what to say. other than noticing I am getting better at real typing but modified lol. edit: back! its 10pm now lol. There were bikes but I hate hate hate subscribtions so I didn't rent one. took a long walk instead. listened to deftones, flowersforpersephone, and more. I was kinda just wandering around! I almost got lost lol.
I also keep seeing stuff about in astrology about the moon changing signs (i think) is going to change lives, which i find scary. although, I feel like astrology content ppl say that about most things. unless they're chill lololol. I am trying to not be scared of life changing or of doing new things. But ppl being dramatic about it doesn't help.
I got back into naruto as well, i forgot how much i love its weirdass writing. its in the same emotional catagory as SAO to me. Comfy but shitty (positive).
ok! First real blog!!! uh...
Had a fun week, I spent I went out a lot despite how hot is was. Thinking a lot about like being an adult or whatever. Like I called my dad just to yap at him for 2 hours. I definitly miss my parents but I don't what to go back home? I feel great being about to go whereever even if it's a place I have to go to. I can just leave. No waiting, no calling, no asking. I'm even thinking of getting a bicycle to make things even easier...Ok thats it, idk what else to say. I'm cramping again.
ok I have a plan? See that line ^ I'll separate blogs like that! If I write something long it will be a bit annoying but honestly its probably fine. omg I made it a scroller!!! Its fixed!!! its beatifull!!!!!
also idk how to make blogs that save space for now its like this!